We lost our softball game. Bounced in the first round of the playoffs. Knew it was going to happen though. Our two best girls didn't show up so I knew we didn't stand a chance. It's so frustrating. I understand not being able to make super athletic plays or chase down a fly ball etc. but it's the simple things that annoy me. you can't put your glove on the ground for a ball that's rolling, and rolling... that it gets past you, letting everyone else advance another base?
Anyway, it is what it is. I had a really good game but who cares, we lost. A friend of mine texted me wanting to go on a hike the next day. I'm always down for a hike. we hiked San Miguel Mountain. if you're familiar with the South Bay Area of SD, it's the big mountain with all the cell towers. Took a total of 6 hours to finish, and it was 9.2 miles round trip. definitely the longest one for me so far. it was all incline and no zigzags, just straight up climb. this was a real work out. Not much of a photo op, but here are a couple photos:
Definitely worth it though. I was exhausted all day afterwards. Still haven't fully recovered. Good to know that this is supposed to be a difficult hike and I finished it. On to the next one...
So the school had this fundraiser dance thing. The people that went to enjoy the entertainment had fun. Even though it was only a few. I had fun getting to know the new teachers. What was not fun was eating all that crap food that was available. Did not do my diet justice that night. Blah.
Today: I was supposed to go to Viet mass: I didn't. I was supposed to go to the gym: I didn't. I was supposed to go running: I didn't. I was supposed to go to a BBQ my softball team was having: I didn't. I was planning on going out after catching up with some friends: I'm not going to. Instead I went shopping; bought a bunch of clothes, felt good. I'm such a girl. Today was filled with a lot of "I didn't" and I hate that. Why do I do this. Yargh.
I don't know how to talk to you anymore. I want to. More than anything else do I want to spend hours talking with you but I can't. I don't know the right things to say anymore. For the second time, it's difficult being in this situation. I'm really good at adapting to any type of situation. This one is so new and strange to me I still need to figure it out. One thing is for sure: I don't want to be the person you turn to for fashion advice. Don't get me wrong: I don't mind at all you sending me pictures of yourself in different dresses. But it's almost insulting knowing how I feel, and then you doing that. Someday you'll understand. Someday.
This lack of social media experiment is working out okay so far. I still have the itch to check in at places I'm at, but it's getting easier. Sadly, my "2 months" doesn't officially start until Oct. 1st. All this is just a trial run I guess. Well, off to hang out with the OLSHies. Maybe I'll get around to gym or ab work or something.
Song of the Day: "Awake My Soul" by Mumford & Sons
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