Well, I've made it to the weekend. Friday!
Which frankly is going to be the most difficult, in all aspects. I feel that if I can get through a few weekends and be okay I can make it.
I'm really grateful for one friend in particular. Almost a blessing from God. I'm going through some tough stuff right now, and we haven't talked in years. Literally, years. It's a great feeling to know that even after all that time of not talking to each other, we can pick things up as if that time was not an issue. I know you probably don't think much of it, considering most of our talks have been about work, our old cars, music and song lyrics. But it's the dialogue with someone that I needed. Thousands of miles away and you still find the time to talk. It's funny how I don't have that nerve racking feeling in between texts where you don't respond for hours. I guess because I know you're in a different time zone and you have work, busy schedule and all these other things going on. I wish that was the case with others. Maybe someday that can develop too. Only time will tell.
My car is still at the mechanic. Not sure for how long. He's trying to fix it without having to have me spend a lot on repairs. He's a family friend so it's not like he's trying to rip me off or temp fix my car, just to have it mess up on me later. It's just another one of those 'things' that we rely on too much.
I've got softball playoffs tonight. Which is a nice win-win situation for me. We start at 6pm. If we lose, I'm fine because I can just go to the gym for a couple hours. If we win, we keep playing til most likely 9pm, which is still good because I can go to the gym after. Point is, I don't want to be at home doing nothing tonight, not tonight. I need that distraction more than ever. Tomorrow is that school fundraiser thing that I'm required to go to. It ends around 9pm I think so hopefully I'm just dead tired and fall asleep. I know I probably won't be able to run since they have the Bonita Fest at Rohr Park that day so the trail is blocked off....unless it's only during the day (crosses fingers). Could be another gym day. We'll see. Sunday I've got mass at 9am in Viet at Holy Spirit. Then nothing really during the day, which is fine. I use that as my clean up day: room, car, laundry, etc. Yep, that's how I'll make it through the weekend.
Today is not really anything special. Tutoring at 10am. Not sure if I should keep going. It's just for pronunciation and I feel like I'm wasting her time. Gotta make sure I make that hour productive. Regular day other than hoping I can get my car for softball game(s) tonight.
Song of the Day: "I've Got Friends" by Manchester Orchestra
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